losing myself...

YAY!!!!! FINISH!!!!
What a relieve man...
Haha...
I know, i'm kinda slow...
But i'll still talk about it...

Three weeks before the holidays...
Was crazy man...
Haha...
Well, i don't really care about exams lah...
But i don't know what happened...
I was so scared, nervous and WORRIED...
Ya...worried...
It doesn't even sound like me man...
Where is the 'old' yin ying...
Gone??!! Hmm...
I don't know...
And I couldn't even sit down and focus...
Especially, when i was studying...

That kind of worrying feeling was terrible...
Never felt that way before...
I wonder how those people could survive worrying about their exams since primary school..
Its like so torturing...
Really hope this is the first and the last time..
I had enough of it.....
Its scary....

BUT, i still thank God...for being there...
even when i was about to give up...
even when i was pulling all my hair out...
even when i was stucked half way..
even when i was killing all my poor brain cells...
yea...

Lord, thank you so much for always being there. Thank you for being such a wonderful and faithful God. And thank you for the strength to go on for that three weeks. And the most important thing is thank you for the joy that you have gave me in times like this to laugh and also to joke around, thank you Lord, thank you.

...

back to school...

Sigh...
I was and still am kinda reluctant to go back to school. Hehe...yes!!! Thats me.
Haha...and guess what?!
I was telling myself that i'm now form 5...no more form 4, yin ying...no more...
I'm now in 2009, no more in 2008...sigh...

Well, first day of school was ok? Boring? Scary?
Ya...scary...you can say that...
I woke up this morning, told myself to enjoy my first day of school.
And it started quite ok during the assembly.
But when i entered the class...
Almost all the teachers were like telling us their plans for us...
Telling us when is our exams...ohh...i just don't like that...
Well, as what one of my teacher said:" Its reality!"
Haha...i was laughing actually...hehe...
Excluding that, school was great with friends!!!
Yeah!! Thats my favourite part in school...
Talking and laughing together is always great!!!

Now, the only thing i can think of that is really really really nice for this year is this
DRIVING!!!
Haha...yup...

Still, i believe school will be great!!!
Right??!!! Hehe...
=)

Alright, i'll blog.
I promise!!!
The real post will be up soon...
Ok...

Delete it or don't delete it...
Delete it or don't delete it...

Well, i don't know man...

now i understand...

After just three months of form 4 life...
It speaks quite a lot to me...

Now i understand why form 4 is tiring...
Now i understand why form 4 is a busy year...
Now i understand why form 4 is so so so...i mean really really so different from form 3...
Now i understand how it feels...

Sigh...its like so much homework yet so little time...
Everyday sleep at around 11.30pm or even later...
Trying to stay awake during every classes...
Trying to enjoy the subjects that are really so not interesting...

Form 4 is just so different...

Sigh...i injured my leg and hand...ya...again...sigh...anyway, i won't get to run the cross country and maybe also all of the sukantara events...sigh...

Anyway,i miss form 3...